Post by <[D!M!TRa]> on Jun 15, 2004 7:47:25 GMT -5
SO....thats the next part dudettez....i dont know if u like it...if u dont just say it girls...really...cause i really feel weird...its the dfirst time i write a fic like that...and...and...and...anywayz....thats it....
.:Matt:.
Today I will go shopping with Kriz. We want to buy things for our wedding and find the place for the wedding celebration. She already bought her wedding dress, and she is so excited about it. I love the way she gets excited with all those things, she is like a little kid…I love her so much. At nightfall she told me she will go out with Rachel and Clare. I don’t know if I should, but I want to tell about that weird dream to someone…<br>
.:Dimitra:.
Dougie bought me a gift, he always surprises me and I like it when he does that. It was a cd with old songs, you know, those hits of the last years, it’s a great cd. The freaky thing happened when I listened to it, one of the songs used to be my favorite one, my first ever boyfriend once sang it for me…it was something great, every time I think of the way he asked me to be his girlfriend I only want to cry, he was the first boy I ever loved…lately I think of him really often and that is strange, I haven’t seen him for more than seven years. I also have a silver locket, it’s a heart, the half of it, he has the other half, I gave it to him ages ago. We used to be neighbors and friends, and couple, but some day my father came and told me we would move to Greece because of his work, I was shocked, I didn’t want to leave England. My life was there, my friends were there, Matt was there…everyone that I truly loved, was there, it was difficult for me, the 16-year-old Dimitra, to leave all those things…I didn’t tell him I was moving, I didn’t want to hurt him, I just gave him that locket. He promised he would never lose it or give it…I don’t know if he still has it or not, I don’t know if he is alive matter of factly…anyway, some days before my family and I leaved, accidentally my mother told him about it…he wrote me a letter, I still have it, it was the sweetest letter I was ever given…he wrote a poem for me…I was crying and crying and crying, because it was like I JUST realized that I had only five days with him, I would never see him again, I was going away, we would drift apart, I always thought I was strong, he used to call me tough cookie, but I knew that I wasn’t, I went to see him when I read his letter, we went to our place, next to the sea, it was our place, it is still our place, it will always be…we sat there without talking, we were just looking at the sea. Both depressed, both hurt, both in love…nightfall came and I had to go, I stood up, it was the first time he talked to me that day, he just said ‘’Please don’t leave’’. I heard that, I sat down immediately and started crying again, I saw him crying to, it was the first time he was crying…he hugged me and stayed like that for ages, that was enough for us, I couldn’t imagine my life without him, and after moving I never felt complete again, since I met Dougie…<br>
.:Matt:.
Today I will go shopping with Kriz. We want to buy things for our wedding and find the place for the wedding celebration. She already bought her wedding dress, and she is so excited about it. I love the way she gets excited with all those things, she is like a little kid…I love her so much. At nightfall she told me she will go out with Rachel and Clare. I don’t know if I should, but I want to tell about that weird dream to someone…<br>
.:Dimitra:.
Dougie bought me a gift, he always surprises me and I like it when he does that. It was a cd with old songs, you know, those hits of the last years, it’s a great cd. The freaky thing happened when I listened to it, one of the songs used to be my favorite one, my first ever boyfriend once sang it for me…it was something great, every time I think of the way he asked me to be his girlfriend I only want to cry, he was the first boy I ever loved…lately I think of him really often and that is strange, I haven’t seen him for more than seven years. I also have a silver locket, it’s a heart, the half of it, he has the other half, I gave it to him ages ago. We used to be neighbors and friends, and couple, but some day my father came and told me we would move to Greece because of his work, I was shocked, I didn’t want to leave England. My life was there, my friends were there, Matt was there…everyone that I truly loved, was there, it was difficult for me, the 16-year-old Dimitra, to leave all those things…I didn’t tell him I was moving, I didn’t want to hurt him, I just gave him that locket. He promised he would never lose it or give it…I don’t know if he still has it or not, I don’t know if he is alive matter of factly…anyway, some days before my family and I leaved, accidentally my mother told him about it…he wrote me a letter, I still have it, it was the sweetest letter I was ever given…he wrote a poem for me…I was crying and crying and crying, because it was like I JUST realized that I had only five days with him, I would never see him again, I was going away, we would drift apart, I always thought I was strong, he used to call me tough cookie, but I knew that I wasn’t, I went to see him when I read his letter, we went to our place, next to the sea, it was our place, it is still our place, it will always be…we sat there without talking, we were just looking at the sea. Both depressed, both hurt, both in love…nightfall came and I had to go, I stood up, it was the first time he talked to me that day, he just said ‘’Please don’t leave’’. I heard that, I sat down immediately and started crying again, I saw him crying to, it was the first time he was crying…he hugged me and stayed like that for ages, that was enough for us, I couldn’t imagine my life without him, and after moving I never felt complete again, since I met Dougie…<br>