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[Ammage]

okies... this is a new one from me and loz... but tis going to b more serious than i usually write, so i hope you like it!

[Ammage]

I rested my head gently on his chest, listening to the steady sound of his heart beat as he played with my hair. I giggled and looked up at the bright blue sky, watching intently as the clouds rolled past. I sighed, and placed my hand over my bump, smiling as he placed his hand over mine, his thumb stroking it gently. This moment was perfect, but then again everyday in the past three years had been like this – everyday since i had met Dougie. We had met eachother when we were 13... i had just moved schools. He had been there for me through it all, supporting me. It was obvious we would get together, but no one realise just how serious we were about eachother – except me and Dougie that was. They all said we were going too fast, and that at our age we didnt know what love was. Not even our parents trusted our decision... they all said we were throwing our lives away for the sake of a school romance. But they were all wrong, and we proved that on my 16th birthday when i told my parents I was pregnant. They weren't happy about it obviously, but they put on a brave face... because they knew i was happy, and they knew that my decision to keep mine and Dougies child meant we were deadly serious and would make this work. He promised me he would be there for me and that he would support me through everything, and i believed him... i loved him, and that was all that mattered...

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“No... Mum! My baby...” I cried into my mums chest as the doctor stood there sympathetically. I had lost my baby, mine and dougies child,

“I'm sorry hun i really am... do you want to tell Dougie?” I shook my head. I couldn't tell him, he had been looking forward to it so much... he had even gotten a job to provide for us. This would break his heart,

“Can you tell him please? I cant do it... i need to be alone” i mumbled, turning away from everyone and laying my head on my pillow and letting my tears fall freely. Everything had been turned upside down, but at least Dougie would be there for me...

***

“No! Dougie... come back!” I screamed from my bedroom as i look out of the window as Dougie drove off, away from his life and out of mine. He was leaving to pursue his dream – to be in a band, and he hadn't told me until 5minutes ago. By text message. I fell to the floor and continued to cry – just like i had been doing for the past month since i had lost our baby. Dougie hadn't taken the news well, infact since that day he hadn't come to see me or phone me – he would send the occasional text, but that meant nothing to me. He had gone now though, and there was nothing i could ever do... i still loved him, but at the same time hated him greatly for what he had done to me.

[Harry's-Gal]

Am thats wicked so heres my bit:

"But...you can't." I whispered hopelessly.
"I have to..." Danny whispered into the last kiss he would ever give me.
**
Why did he have to go? Thing had been perfect ever since we were 13...we did everything together and our friends said we were a match made in heaven...So much for that. He had to go. Apparantly he had to do what he loved...i thought i was part of that, obviously not. He loved music...not me. Well i'm 17 now and nothing's changed...
**
"Bye..." He kissed my cheek before he got into his Dad's car and drove off. I ran inside and collapsed into my mum's arms.
"I hate it...i hate him!" I screamed kicking everything in sight including a pictute of Danny and I...
**
"Best mates forever...through everything?" I asked my best mate Am as we sat down together.
"Promise." She smiled faintly even though both of us knew we'd never smile normally again unless we saw Danny or Dougie.
I looked at her...they'd wrecked everything...our lives, our relationships as boyfriend and girlfriends...and as best friends...

[Ammage]

reply people!

[*Maxime..//]

awhh..and i'm already in a sad mood!! I need HAPPY things!!

But this fic is totally good =P Plz write more!

[Ammage]

whoa, we have written so much of this fic... and yet we still dont post lolz!!

i'll post my next bit in a sec... but i want more replies next time!! this is a great fic... even if i do say so myself... ;D

[Ammage]

Two years had passed, i was now 18 as was Lauren, although she would b 19 in a couple of months. We had eventually moved on, or that's what we had told ourselves, but the truth was we still loved Dougie and Danny and missed them dearly... although we knew nothing would ever be the same after what had happened. That went double for me... i could never forget what had happened to me two years ago, and i still blamed him for it, for not being there for me when i needed him most. I never thought he would do it to me, he said he loved me more than anything else... but he must have lied. If he loved me why wasn't he here?

In the past two years me and Loz had been to college, gone through many jobs along the way and ended up with me going hair and make up for the stars whilst Loz was a professional stylist. In all honestly i didnt want to be here, doing all the starts make up. I wanted to aim higher... i wanted to be a manager of a high flying band... but i knew it would never happen, not with my lack of qualification – but that didnt stop me dreaming. Lauren on the other hand loved what she did, it was all she had ever dreamed of... and i was glad she was happy after what had happened. She had managed to get over Danny, and still reached her dreams. I admired her for that...
Dougie had been doing well over the past too years too though... it made me feel ill whenever i read about him in the papers. All the success, all the girlfriends and kiss- and- tell stories. His band, Mcfly, had become extremely popular, with him and Danny both lapping in the success... they loved it, but they never once mentioned me or Loz. Not in any interview, and thankyou's... nothing. It was like we never existed to them, and so we had decided that they had never been part of our lives either. We never spoke about them, about our past... we just lived our lives day by day, not knowing what each day would bring....

[->MaRz<-]

hunnies this is awesome! i love it and the beginning was so sad...so make it up to me adn make this happy ok??hahaz....loz plz post more asap coz this rocks!!

[Harry's-Gal]

Ok well here it is!

“Am bring my stuff down...” I yelled upstairs. Well today was our big day. My first styling for a big band and Am’s first too.
“Right come on...” I called for her from the car. She dragged all our bags outside to the car.
As we drove past our old school and stopped in traffic outside the bus stop i had a flashback...
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“Danny don’t it’s raining!” I shrieked as Danny chased me outside the bus stop.
“Come here then...” He leant forward...my first kiss...i moved closer and our lips touched. I slipped my arms around him keeping myself warm. Whilst he was making me feel incredible i imagined all those kisses i had to come...
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“GET A MOVE ON STUPID GIRL!!!!” Someone yelled out their window and beeped their horn.
“Lauren!” Am shouted. I shook ut of it and drove towards the venue...
“Do you think they think about us at all?” I blurted out.
“Who?” Am asked.
“You know...Danny and...Dougie.” I said.
“Well...i...i’m really sorry Loz but i dont think they do.” Am said truthfully. It was ok she had no reason to apologise...i thought exactly the same thing i just needed to hear it from someone else...
“Have you kept any of his stuff?” I asked her.
“A little...stuff that meant the most to me.” She said pulling back her sleeve to show me the bracelet he had given her and every charm for each birthday since she was 13.
“I have Danny’s bead necklace he got from Mongolia...” I said touching it softly.
“He hated Mongolia...he told me the only thing that kept from getting bored was...texting and calling you.” She said.
“Yeah that was the year that...” I covered my mouth quickly. “I’m so sorry Am.”<br>“It’s ok...um...oh we’re here.” She pointed to the sign.
“Oh yeah ok.” I pulled into a parking space.
“Well...let’s get this stuff inside.”<br>

[Ammage]

i demand that more ppl reply!!

or i will turn into the spoilt brat that i am and go on strike... refusing to post up more fic!

very angry ammage xxx

[~Åðĩ~]

soz for not replying till now....Your fic is great!! Plz post more up!!

[_LosEr.FreaKo_]

sowwy dudettez... juz read it.. lolz.. coolz..

[*Maxime..//]

post more post more!! =)

[Ammage]

"Help would be nice!" I shouted down the corridor as i pulled the suitcases behind me. Loz just sighed and kept walking. I huffed before carrying on lugging thwem behind me,
"I wonder who it is..." Lauren mumbled as she wandered aimlessly down the hall looking at the room numbers carefully as she went,
"I dont know Loz..." I growled, still trying to pull all the bags. She stopped infront of a door and looked at me as if she was angry that i had taken so long... i couldnt help it that i was weak... i hadnt really been looking after myself since he left. Infact i had had problems getting over him... it ended up with me in hospital with an eating disorder. Yet another thing i resented him for...
"Right... here goes" Loz said, smiling before knocking on the door. The door opened and her smile faded...
"Hello... you must be the sylist" i heard some guy say from the door. Loz just nodded and looked at me, tears brimming in her eyes. I dropped my bags in concern and walking over to her looked into the room. Stood there was Tom from Mcfly. My heard skipped a beat. Mcfly... of all the bands it had to be Mcfly. I pulled Loz into a hug,
"Go out to the car... get some fresh air and grab the last of our stuff... i will sort this out-"
"But what about you and Dougie?"
"There is no me and Dougie... you must remember our relationship with them is purely professional" Loz nodded and took hold of my hand, squeezing it before she walked down the corridor. I looked up at Tom and smiled slightly, before extending my hand,
"Im Am... im hair and makeup... and that was Loz, your stylist" Tom smiled, but looked at me as if he was comfussed. He simply shrugged before stepping aside to let me in. They all turned and looked at me... Dougie and Danny looked gobsmacked. I just looked past them, as if they wasnt there.
"Guys this is Am, the hair and makeup gal... we have a stylist too, but shes just gone out..." There was silence until Harry walked up and shook my hand,
"Im Harry" i nodded and smiled. Harry looked back at Danny and nodded as if telling him to do the same,
"I know who you are... no need to make me feel welcome" i spat at Danny and Dougie who stood there, looking from one another. Tom looked confussed,
"Is the something i should know?" he asked me. I shrugged,
"Nah... i mean your famous... of corse im gonna know your names" i said, before walking over to my case and pulling out some of my stuff...

[~Åðĩ~]

MORE PLZ~