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Post by _LosEr.FreaKo_ on Jun 17, 2004 10:08:49 GMT -5
babezzy tt was gr8... post mre soon..
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Post by _LosEr.FreaKo_ on Jun 17, 2004 10:09:15 GMT -5
YEAH a new pge 4 u dudettezy.. lolz..
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Kriz
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Post by Kriz on Jun 17, 2004 16:06:42 GMT -5
aawwwzz...sweet fic dude!! very sweet:D hihi...plz post some more asap!!
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Post by <[D!M!TRa]> on Jun 19, 2004 9:11:35 GMT -5
hehez...thats the next part....love u ppl!!!
.:James:. Today I met with Charlie and Danny. They both were so happy…I am the only one who doesn’t really know what he wants…Charlie just met a girl, Rachel, and he told me that it is the first time in his entire life he feels like that for a girl, and Danny is already married with Lauren…I don’t know why should I always be the one that is wrong and also makes wrong choices…I mean…Clare isn’t for me…that is so obvious, she is looking for something else…she thinks that I don’t have time for discussion or that I cannot be serious…well, the truth is that I don’t want to talk to her because I KNOW that this is gonna be the beginning of our…end…<br> .:Mara:. Tom wrote me another song today…he is so sweet…it is rather great that I have him in my life…but…sometimes I’m thinking…you know…what if Tom isn’t for me? Some times I see him and I think that the thing between us isn’t love, isn’t passion…it is just pure friendship…other times, I feel like a woman in love…one thing its for sure anyway…we have a great time together, and that’s a fact…today I have to go to work…I do not know if I really want…James is going to be there, and our first contact…wasn’t the best…hope that today things are going to be better…<br> .:Matt:. Today I had the same dream…you know…Dimitra holding the locket…its getting weirder and weirder…really…I told about it to my mates…and they all agreed…I’m going to find her, I want to see her again, one more time…and I will also invite her to my wedding, she is really important to me…she always was…The first girl I ever loved…something deep inside me keeps telling me that I fell the same even now…I know, I know…people may say that I haven’t seen her for more than seven years and I don’t know how is gonna be right now…but I don’t care…I used to love everything she had…she was MY Dimitra…I need her back in my life, as a friend this time, I will go and find her…some times unexpectedly, I remember moments of mine with her, moments that I don’t want to forget anyway…and I still remember the pain I felt when I was told that she was moving, we used to live in the same neighborhood, and we used to be friends at first….couple later…I was hurt when I realized that I had only some days with her, she was moving to Greece, I wrote a poem and a letter for her…and after that…our place…we went there, we were silent…I didn’t speak, do you know why? I thought that words were meaningless as that point…worthless…the only thing that was enough for me was that she was next to me, I could look at her…the last night…our last night together was our best too…we went to our place and we…we…we had sex…it was something special…it was our first time ever…our last time together too…we sat naked to each other till the next morning, I was wearing the silver locket, I still have it you know…hope she has it too…and…she is the only person that has seen me crying…I let her see me…because this was OUR moment…it was like…I wanted her to see me…and the next day…oh, lord…the next day she was leaving…she was not only leaving a place…she was leaving her life…and I was a part of her…I will never forget what she told me those last moments before I saw the car making its way to a new country…to a new life…<br>
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Post by bieke on Jun 19, 2004 10:35:57 GMT -5
wicked dude plzz keep writing ;d ;d
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Post by >~{§KãtêR G@£}~< on Jun 19, 2004 12:48:48 GMT -5
omg omg james thinking about me..me and james..hunny i luff you i luff you luff you luff you and if possible idlove you even more if you wrote another part
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Post by ->MaRz<- on Jun 19, 2004 15:18:29 GMT -5
dudettez......have i already told you that the fic is brilliant/ yes i have...do you mind if i repeat myself??dudettez this seriously rox!!!!it is so sweet and matt is so....i dunno....i just like your storyline very uch and i am getting too into this fic...and it is true!i am just friends with tom.......me wants my hairy beats...is that too much that i'm asking for??hahaz........ok, tom is good too... ;DKEEP POSTING COZ THIS IS A BRILLIANT FIC AND YOU KNOW IT MISSY!!
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Post by <[D!M!TRa]> on Jun 20, 2004 7:03:44 GMT -5
thanx to all the ppl who have the courage to read my fic!!! love ya girls!!! here is the next part!!!!
.:Kriz:. What happened today was outrageous…really…I cannot believe what have I done…I used to believe that I had made up my mind…but…but I did it again…Harry came and told me he wants me, that he cannot live without me…he loves me…at least that is what he said…and…we had sex, once more…once again…when I did it I felt that this was the right thing for me to do…but now…now I keep regretting…I betrayed Matt once again…some times I think that I don’t deserve him…he is too good for me…I keep thinking of Harry…maybe it is meant for us to be together…I should talk to Matt about what is going on between Harry and me…he needs to know the truth…<br> .:Harry:. I don’t know why I do everything I do…Matt is my friend…we are mates…we used to be best mates…but when it comes to Kriz, I lose my mind…I am really in love with her…too bad that I used to be blind…I used to think she would wait for me forever…but now she is getting married…and now…the only thing I can do is to take advantage of Matt’s trust…I don’t deserve all these things…<br>
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Post by _LosEr.FreaKo_ on Jun 20, 2004 8:05:13 GMT -5
MORE DUDETTEZZY!!!! pweaze?? lolz.. niwyas,, i lurve the Matt part.. its so lolz words cannot describe it.. lolz.. bulls ah MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by bieke on Jun 20, 2004 11:53:30 GMT -5
yeah wicked wicked .. this fic rox dudette .. more ;d
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Post by <[D!M!TRa]> on Jun 20, 2004 13:14:19 GMT -5
dudettez...thanx 4 all the support....really!!!! when i wrote this part...i was crying...dont know why....i remembered of alex...cause i lose him too... :'( :'( :'(
.:Mara:. Today’s work was a nightmare…the previous time James and I didn’t have a real fight…but today…oh my god…the only thing we haven’t done is to start kicking each other…he is getting annoying…more and more every time…he behaves like those old strict ladies that find everything bad and they aren’t satisfied with anything…I want to kill him…today I felt like crying…I feel like being at school and someone always criticizes everything I do…or say…and I feel like I always have to prove something…and the ironic is that I have to prove something to someone about I don’t even care…<br> .:Matt:. That is totally freaky…I mean…it is like everything around me want me to find Dimitra again…when I was driving home I heard on the radio that song…I was very lucky that I hadn’t had any car accident…I was shocked…oh…that song…our song…it reminds me of her…too…everything around me is like pushing me to go and find her…that song…I sang it to her when she was leaving…our last moments together…I still believe that that’s when I turned into a man…I wasn’t a kid anymore…I was a guy who was in love and he was already losing the girl he loved…I remember her crying…but smiling too…we were hugging each other for moments that seemed so many and so little the same time…and when it was her time to go…I kissed her and I started playing a song, not too famous at that point called ‘’Without you’’…<br> .:Dimitra:. …the way you always make me look at you…<br> .:Matt:. ...and all the simple things you say…<br> .:Dimitra:. …the way so many things surround you…<br> .:Matt:. …and all the tears it seemed to make…<br> .:Dimitra:. …but now I’m falling…there is nothing left to say…<br> .:Matt:. …I cant break free…not from in me and then…<br> .:Dimitra:. …I cant breathe without you…<br> .:Matt:. …without you…<br> .:Dimitra:. …without you…<br> .:Matt:. …how can I let you leave that way?...
.:Dimitra:. …the way that you are not at all…<br> .:Matt:. …and I see things now in these memories…<br> .:Dimitra:. …just to see you…<br>
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Post by >~{§KãtêR G@£}~< on Jun 20, 2004 13:24:56 GMT -5
claps...beautiful hunny..simply beautiful
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Kriz
Loser with 1 colour in her hair
*waves* HELLOOOOOOOOO
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Post by Kriz on Jun 20, 2004 14:28:35 GMT -5
OMG... this fic is soo gud!! it's sooo beautiful.... how u describe everything...so brill!!!
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Post by *Sanne* on Jun 20, 2004 15:38:18 GMT -5
you're great hunny! you rock! please post more... it's such a sad fic though
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Post by bieke on Jun 20, 2004 15:50:16 GMT -5
aww .. but it's a wicked fic 'btw.. why am i reading it now for ..but argh whatever ..i ahve my times ' i love it dude
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